Hey gang and welcome back to my bloooooog!!!! This week I’m going to be redoing an old fan favourite post and updating it for 2018! So, here is my updated “What’s in my bag” video. However, this year, I’m going to be putting a twist on it and calling it “What’s in my emotional baggage!”
Okay, so first of all, let’s start with my bag itself.
They say that orange is the new black well, let me tell you, black is definitely the new black. This colour kind of symbolises my internal feelings, quite dark and moody, and also it symbolises how my future looks – murky and a bit dreary. Oh, and I can rip it easily too if I don’t have enough room for all of my insecurities! It tears away just like all of my confidence and stability!
So, let’s start with the first item in this bag. Oh, here it is. It’s my fear of rejection! I like to keep this in my baggage as it’s kind of compact and I use it all the time – I open it and there it is, easy and ready for me to wear.
Next up, this is something I keep just for special occasions – it’s something a little special and I splashed out on it because I think I am totally worth it. It’s my self-consciousness! So, girls, here’s a little story for you all just to give some context as to why I bought this special product. You know when you’re at a really cool house party and you want to impress people and you think you look really good, but you get there and realise you’ve completely assessed the situation wrong, your outfit just doesn’t suit the occasion, and some other girl is getting with the guy you’ve fancies for literally, like two hours?? Gross. So I go up to a window, or a nearby reflective surface, apply this, and voila! The self-consciousness makes me look great, though the side-effects are that I have to go to the bathroom and throw up ASAP.
My third item in my emotional baggage is something that’s a little bit vintage, super cute, it’s been passed down I think for generations in my family, and I know that reusing and recycling is so in right now. Like, saving the planet is just SO COOL. So, this is my perfume. I mean obviously it’s not exactly the same one my mother used or anything but it’s the same perfume you know? It’s called “Fear of being unloved” and it’s just SUCH a gorgeous scent. I just spray it on, and mmm, smell that. Kinda like death and decay, mm, imagine just being in your grave and not having anyone at your funeral because no one love you enough. Yes please! Beautiful.
My final item I keep in my baggage is quite difficult to find, it’s kind of been buried in there for a while and it’s kind of like keys – I never seem to be able to find it when I need it! It’s my deep-rooted sadness! It’s buried a lot as I try to cover it with all my fun stuff, but sometimes when I’m looking for something else it just pops out! Well, what can you do!
Now, I feel like I’ve been chatting quite a lot today so I think I’ll wrap it up here, but before I go, I just wanted to remind you all that you can follow me on ALL of my social medias! Follow me on Facebook, on Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, Depop, MySpace…You can follow me on Club Penguin, you can have my bank details, you can follow me in real life if you want to…
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